my life i don't know where all the time goes.

Pretty sure I haven't done any real rp-ing (aside from my daily narrative at the Odds) in days. I went out to a bar for karaoke and my friend's birthday last night but only had one drank because I was the DD. I had cheesesticks though, and will now have to borrow money from my dad for both my credit card (actually that was inevitable, cheesesticks nonwithstanding) and for parking at work (which is like $5 a day-ish ugggggh). Still my job is great so far and I am pretty sure I will see celebrities from time to time.

But other than that today I made 3 lbs of soup. I did little else and I can't really figure out what I did, and if my parents are home I feel like I can't be on the internet so I sneak in and check on my dragons* and twitter and that's about it. BUT WHAT DID I DO TODAY I CAN'T REMEMBER. I watched What's Your Number with Anna Faris (i love her) and played cards with my mom and made soup and...?? Oh I watched Smash. It was pretty good I'm going to watch more.

So yeah. I have things to tag and games that I've neglected and I'm supposed to be working on two apps? How will I even?

Also UGH all I want is to make out with someone. Maybe this is my biggest problem rn.

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i can't stop. here are all the ones i have so far THEY ARE SO CUTE what is wrong with me. you are all probably annoyed by now.

It's really interesting how Maia is reacting to Hippolyta's death. I hadn't really thought about what it would be like until it happened. She's just closing off, saying she's fine, throwing herself into mentoring Achilles, and trying not to think about it. She's probably going to stop using Hippolyta's name too from now on and just refer to her as "the female tribute" or something, idk. Make it so that in Maia's head she's not a person anymore.

And, sadly, this is one of the times she tries to be more Capitol. She talks about the death in terms of viewership and enjoyment experience, as if that is all it is. Because that's all she wants it to be, and she's really good at feeling only the way she wants to feel.



click this one too

You post a "top five" topic, list, category, etc. for one of my characters, such as "five tattoos Jane would get" or "five reasons Bob recycles." Then I'll reply with the answers to all your top 5 ideas. Serious or fun!

If you could try to keep the games fairly recent that would be good ty ty.


also click my eggs

you are all too good at clicking my eggs (thank you) so i had to take one away

If you wanna smear mud on your ass, smear mud on your ass - just be honest about it.


today i saw Beauty and the Beast in 3D and cried during it. Then I went to my friend's house and made her clean it and watched Wet Hot American Summer. I broke all my promises from yesterday.

gamemaker has taken over my life. i'm neglecting fabulae and my infinite apps.


tomorrow i catch up at fabulae (ugh i do miss it lots i have so many things in my head i want to do and KEEGANajdlkfjd) and finish one app. PROMISE. then there will probably be a roxie tl;dr.

I spent my entire (really frightening) drive (which lasted two hours instead of 1.5 and the temperature dropped from 52 to 32 between my house and East Lansing) thinking about gamemakers.

I thought about how Roxie acts good and caring (even if people see through it and think she's just neutral) when actually she is quite evil. This hasn't been shown well. Maia acts slightly evil when she is actually good deep down. Orr does some bad things (stealing, etc) and is filled with a lot of anger but mostly because he's REALLY good deep down and sees the world as being so unfair that he rejects it and is angry at it.

Also I sometimes think Orr is Bran. I sometimes call him Bran in my head. This is REALLY WEIRD but I think it's because I see him similar to Bran Stark - he's a similar age and kind of quiet and I can see Orr's PB as working for Bran Stark. Still it's confusing.

Lastly, I'm actually pretty excited for this "get a point for every narrative" process that will happen in the Arena. It will be a good exercise for me to write (narrate/log) something every day and since they don't have to be more than a paragraph to count, it will be a good way to learn how to work on painting a picture with brief snippets of a story.

i think twitter is bad for me

I GOT A JOB. At Starbucks. It's 30 minutes away ahhh.

also this means i have to start going to bed around midnight. :/

roxie is turning out to be meaner than i had intended. i am not sure what's going on. is she turning into queenie? should i be reining this in? is this normal? idek hmmmmmm

I just need to ramble a bit about gamemakers :)

( specifically about Maia, and the role of Victors )

Also I think I'm getting the feel for Abra at fabulae more so that is AWESOME.

I haven't done a meme in ages. I will also try to get around to asking all of you questions.

Instructions For The Highly Egocentric Interview Meme:
1.) Comment with 1-5 questions on the following subjects:
• To my characters [I will respond ICly as that character]
• About my characters [I will respond OOC]
• Generic RP/writing questions
• ANYTHING AND THE KITCHEN SINK

2.) I will then send teal deers stampeding through your inbox.

3.) Rinse and repeat on your own journal if you'd like.